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  THE QUESTION:  I'm not quite sure exactly where to go from here with this interview?  Do you even wish to continue at this point?  It appears that both you and Lamah are in doubt?  

 

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THE ANSWER:  There is now a large part of me that wishes that I had never been ‘resurrected’ as such, and even more disturbing for me is the profound effects this experience has also had on Lamah who was already totally disillusioned with so much of what Christianity had become in his own modern and human eyes, much less his enormous array of emotions that continue to focus on the spiritual impoverishment of so much of all of mankind.  What started out to being a rather innocent exploration into the past, just in order to explain why man is only NOW coming into Lamah's projected Age of Reality has turned into some unexpected nightmare of sorts that may just explain the actual futility of such an undertaking in the first place.  At this point in Lamah’s life it had already been a rather painful existence just to be living with the perceived knowledge that most of his fellow beings were living in some contrived fantasy world that was fueled by none other than religion itself, which had always enjoyed that enviable position of being the only true source of reality.  The realization that the good intentions of one simple man like myself that was unselfishly and solely dedicated only to that loving nature of man, could have been so terribly twisted and totally truncated into such an evil force of spiritual enslavement, leaves very little room for any ‘realistic’ hope.  In any case, it appears that Lamah, at least, wants the full truth to finally be made know to anyone that even cares to venture there, and if for no other reason than to have it know by at least those remaining few who have had their own doubts about the realities of just about anything that they have even been taught by those that they and their ancestors had once so faithfully trusted.  Even here, I know that Lamah has his own undisclosed doubts as to whether this whole present experience will ever serve any productive purpose other than just some empty literary exercise that only remotely demonstrates his own unique use of words with the aid of a good thesaurus.  In any case, let’s continue, but perhaps we should focus not so much on what has been so repeatedly and feloniously reported but instead only attempt a to try and explain what should have been reported in the first place.  None of us can enter the distorted minds of those who contrived this whole mess in the first place or ever fully understand just what was hoped to have been accomplished by such an overwhelming fiasco.  The simply answer is probably greed and power, and let’s just leave it at that; it just doesn’t deserve any more attention or press than that.  With that having been said, let's continue.

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